I know why they say when it's over, it's over and you should just cut all ties. I know why being friends is stupid, a pointless attempt at holding on to something that is just not there anymore and well never be there again. I don't want it anymore; I don't want to feel like I'll accept anything just so that I will have something. I don't want you to have that power over me, the power to change my mood with just a few words, the power to make it all go away with a smile... I know why some things are just better left alone, just letting the past be the past. I can’t continue to act like I don't want what I want, I can't continue to act like I'm happy for you when you meet someone new. I'm no longer willing to be that person that you know will always be there, always there to help you discuss your problems or come up with a game plan to get you past a current hurdle. At some point I have to realize that I lost the fight and it's over... OVER.
Six years and everyday there was this constant reminder of you.
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