Well Hi there, haven't heard from you in a while. So, how
have things been? Anything exciting going on? Any new stories to tell?
Like seeing an old friend for the first time in long while I think we
have some catching up to do. Things with me have been, well up and down
to say the least. I am enjoying the new area that I moved to but have
found that I am going through some of the same struggles that I experienced
before the move. Like my mom once told me "if you are the problem,
then moving won’t help". Cold, stone cold but she always knows how
to make a point so that I can understand it. One thing that has changed
is that I am starting to build a relationship with my daughter and at least a
functional one with her mother. That whole situation is still crazy, and
frustrating, and maddening but it was time to put all of those emotions aside
and move on. It's hard to be angry when you’re holding a little girl who
looks just like you and doesn't have a care in world...
I am also in the
middle of a career transition or better put I will be quitting my job soon and
diving head on into a field that will be more satisfying both personally and financially.
I have to admit, making this transition is scary as hell but I just can't
continue to wake up every day and go to a job that I hate just to make enough
money to get back to work the next day. Can't do it. Won't do it.
So other than a
few minor changes that is what I've been up to. Sorry I haven't been
posting very often but I am going to make an effort to do more and get back on
my "Dean".
