I have had the hardest time writing lately.... My English teacher in high school once to told me that "to write well you have to think clearly" and for a while now my mind has been going in a million different directions. Focus and clear thoughts have not been a part of my vocabulary as of late and this is not a normal thing for me. I am a person who does a great job at compartmentalizing things, sometimes to a fault... I can usually put things in their proper place and keep a perspective on just about any and everything that is going on but lately I have not been able to get my mind right. I’m not quite sure why my brain is filled with all this clutter... I am going through a transition with my job, location, money, and personal relationships but I didn’t think all of that would affect me as much as it has.
I’m sure this mental overcast won’t last long but I am really surprised it has been able to affect my day to day life. Its seems to be such an easy and frequent occurrence to lose your way when you are trying to walk that "straight and narrow" lol I don’t know who named it that but they nailed it. The "straight and narrow", it leaves no room for freelancing or veering off course, it lets you know that the best thing for you will be to stay on the path you’ve chosen and monitor your every step.
While I’m in this mental fog I need to make sure that I take the time to properly address all of the things that have been running through my mind and once I have done that I’m sure it will be back to business as usual. Superman just needs his fortress of solitude for a while lol
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