Mr Hyde

Why is there such a wide disparity between what we want and what we need?  I know all of the things that are good for me; healthy food, water, eight hours of sleep, church, safe sex (if any), designated drivers, I mean the whole nine yards.  But all I want right now is the bad stuff; fast food, vodka, staying up all night, sleeping all day, sex, sex, sex...  Staying on track with what I need to do is a daily battle that I have been winning lately, it’s just those brief moments where I want to rage and go do all the things I once did. What I have learned through countless trials and errors is that brief moments of pleasure can cause you a life time of pain and regret.  Those Vodka hazed nights filled with random sex, fist fights, and drunken dare devil stunts are just not worth it.  I have to suppress "The Beast" lol and know that tomorrow is worth more than tonight.